So, several of you have asked me how May-topia was going/went. Welp, to sum up, I haven't failed this bad at a goal I set in...wow, I don't know how long.
I started out May-topia by making one of my best friends cry on Day 1...yep Day 1. Now I realize that 'not making friend's cry' was not a stated goal I think it goes without saying that being a jerk would not fit into 'being the best version of myself.' Perhaps I should have given up right then.
People that love me have said that I was too ambitious and shouldn't be so hard on myself BUT really...these goals were very do-able. They are things I SHOULD be doing...these were not 'mount everest' goals.
May was the most crammed and busiest month of 2010, maybe even the last 3 years so in retrospect it might have been a bad month to pick but again...these were reasonable goals to have.
I am exhausted.
I don't know exactly what God is/was teaching me through this lovely failure as I am still processing things but I can confidently say- June-topia doesn't have the same ring...
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Aw, Meg. I think you definitely are too hard on yourself. You are the version of yourself that God made you to be today. Sure, you might change tomorrow...for better or for worse....but today, this is who you are, who He made you to be and its ok! His power made perfect in your weakness.
ReplyDeleteI love you...the way you are today. :)